it’s been 4 months since I last posted. idk what’s wrong I just feel so bad. It’s just so horrible. I want to die again. I just want to not feel.
I am worthless
I am useless there is nothing good in me
I am worth less than the effort it would take to kill me
I’m not worth being raped.
I am nothing. I am less than nothing. I am a stupid pathetic worthless burden.
I am vile shit.
I should die
The world would be a better place without me.
Every little thing would be happier without me
There is no reason for me to be alive
I want to kill myself I hate everything that I am. I make myself sick.
I am the vomit in the streets
I am the absolute scum of shit. I am just so
I hate myself so much I can’t find words
There is nothing left. I have nothing left to describe how worthless I am. Nothing but the pain and it reminds me of how nobody will ever want me alive.
I will never be fixed never be anything but pathetic worthless useless scum.
